I had an epiphany...This selling Home Interiors stuff is going to be more work than I originally planned. I've done well so far though. Today my exaustion is just bad. I'm really feeling it. Yesterday at work, was trying to leave early. Of course, that turned out just bad as all hell. ALL of the night crew called in and then I had to stay my full shift. Unfortuneately, I accually had things to do. Oh well, there's nothing I can do about that now. I made a very important discovery last night. Never use Pine Sol to clean out a tub...IT DOESN'T WORK!!!! Raggady piece of CRAP!!! I've been using it for a few YEARS now to clean my tub and various other parts of my home. I saw that my tub was looking rather ick like it needed to be reglazed. So, I figured that I'd better try to be sure that it wasn't something that I could handle before I go reporting it to my Apartment complex...who by the way SUCKS when it comes to fixing stuff on the property. They once made me wait roughly a two months for freon for the a/c saying that I had to wait until somebody else in my bldg. needed it too!!! I REALLY WANTED TO BURN DOWN THE LEASING OFFICE AFTER THAT!!! But fortuneately, somebody else did it so I still felt better about it. I kinda chuckled when I heard about it and was like 'wow' that's wild....but back to my tub...I used some of that scrubbing bubbles stuff and now it's all bright white n junk...I'm feeling really "special" about that one LOL I had no idea...oh well.
Today was especially boring and uneventful except for me being able to leave early today. I didn't have anything to do aside from wash, but I needed to be repaid for having to stay yesterday. Everybody shows up today of course, and everything went of without a hitch. So, I was able to leve. For me, all that meant was that I got to start looking for another job earlier than I planned for today. I still haven't even found any prospects...this sucks...I want to leave a company but can't find another one to go to...ARGH!!! Oh well, I'll find somthing soon..hopefully.

This past week has just been crazy!! First, my sponsor for Home Interiors got an attitude with me because I didn't wanna shell out 5bucks for some books I didn't even need. After we had already discussed it and I said I didn't want them. Then, I log into my account for Home Interiors, and it tells me that my credit is less than it was at first, plus I can't use my bank account to pay for orders that I send in. Of course I was furious at that point. So, of course I have to call my sposor since I wanted to be cooperative and go through the proper chain of commmand, and she tells me that since all of the managers are out of town for the weekend, I'll just have to wait until Sunday when they get back. I'm like ok fine they're out of town, but I can't do anything on SUNDAY...Home Interiors is CLOSED@#$^@#%!!!! So of course I was just like "whatever" so I could get off of the phone with this woman before I flew off of the handle for no reason. So I found another way to pay for it but it has me going through way more than I want to just to place an order.

Last Night I had to make a mad dash to the bank so that I could put the $ in the bank for my loan payment. I hope everything turned out ok since I haven't had a chance to check it. Especially since I would look rather bad with my first payment it bounces LOL...that would be really bad LOL...

My job is kickin my asss...I'm getting a stress headache just writing about it. It's a shame that I feel so horrible going to work everyday. That's part of the reason that I'm tryng to go back to school. I'd rather be in the career that I'd enjoy rather than be harassed on a daily for a job I could really care less about. Hopefully soon I'll be able to just say F U!!! to my current job and move on with my life at another company until I start and finish school.

Well, I went to try and get into Vaterott today and left with a payment plan for my student loan that I owe on....LOL...kinda funny when you think about it. I still feel rather accomplished though since I was able to get something taken care of today though. It's rediculous that I had to get the financial aid lady talk to the collection agency for them to accept a payment plan for me. How JACKED UP is that!!! OK it's official....the collection agencies just DON'T GIVE A DAYUM!!!! Well, it's not like I didn't know that already so I'll get over it. I was feeling rather "special" since I took the entrance exam-like 30 questions-and missed 7. I don't know what I missed but I missed'em. Hopefully they won't make me take it again when I go back this fall to enroll.

This chik I work w/told me about a romp in the bed w/a guy that she feels sooo bad about bein w/like that in the first place. I was like awwww....u'll be aiight LOL. The only thing that we're both wondering about is why he didn't have any remorse about it?!?!?!! She told me that he just didn't have any remorse at all like it was ok or something. I'm just hoping that since he's all gettin married n junk that he won't be doin that after they marry n junk. I hope that my guy isn't doing anything like that ....especially since I've been w/him for like ever and we do plan on getting married-one of these decades. I don't quite know what I would do about that aside from leaving him broke n nekkid. I do know that if I catch him in the act, It'll be consequences and reprocussions for that shxt!!!


Oh yeah and now for the Home Interiors update.....I paid them(even though it wasn't my fault) and now I'm waiting to hear if I get an account. I'm just hoping that I won't have to get the same account considering that I'd have to shell out more $ to do it. I really like Home Interiors, but IF I have to shell out too much $, then I'll just stick to my day job.....

Well tonight I FINALLY found the phone number for Home Interiors. MAN!!! That was like trying to find the address to the bat cave from the FBI or something!!!! Waaaayyyy more energy that I had planned. Ok I'm exaggerating a little bit. It wasn't that hard. I did try to just ask a couple of people first but then decided that it would be alot quicker to just look it up online and call them in the morning. I that that was the better decision of the two. I'm sitting here right now watching the tribute to Kurt Kobain or at least that's what I think it's supposed to be. I'd better tear myself away from MTV so I can go to sleep. I would like to make it to work ON TIME tomorrow. LOL ok I know I'm a bum since I never go to bed on time like I'm supposed to. It's 1am and I always plan on going to bed @ like 11 or something... it's yet to happen like that. Oh well G'nite!!

I see that emode.com has now changed to tickle.com. Maybe they've sucked enough people in-myself included- that they were able to afford a facelift so to speak. It looks nice though. I just joined a group of "friends" that someone else sent to me. I don't know exactly how this is supposed to go but I hope that it's interesting. So that way I won't have yet another account that I created for no reasong and will have to delete messages from websites that I haven't been to in forever.

Unfortunately, it's been a week since I've had a chance to even write anything. During this past week, I've been looking into me going back to school later this year. Fall, Summer whatever. I've narrowed it down to two schools in my area. Either Vaterott or ITT Tech. I dunno which school I'm goin to go to but I am going to take a tour of Vaterott sometime next week to see if they have the facilities that I'm looking for. Either that, or I'm goin to just take all of my classes online and just leave it at that and skip the whole going to the campus everyday w/flip flops on trying not to look like I just got out of bed and left....LOL I don't know if I'm really ready to go back to whe whole dealing w/my teachers and other students thing again though. My job is trying to send me about 30 miles away from my home for a different position, they said they'll pay me for the milage, but I don't know if I really want to go since it'll make me have to drive for about an hour everyday each way. Plus, I'll be trying to go to school too. I don't thing that'll work out too well. Mileage and a raise just doesn't compare to having to travel about 15mins away from my home and daughter. Yeah, I think I'm going to just stay where I am and prolly just get a better job closer to home. Otherwise, I'm pretty much guaranteed that I'll go insane and just start a stabbin' folks if I don't with insanity from not being able to see my daughter and family from having to make that long journey every stinkin day.